but I always thought that I'd see you again

so you know what is just awful?

say someone who you didnt expect had some cake... and first of all its a nice surprise that the person is even there and they have cake! and you guys are talking and catching up and you are really happy that this person is being so nice to you and they make it seem like they are leading up to give you this cake!

you didnt think you wanted the cake but the way the conversation is going, this wicked person wants to give you cake! Now that this is an option in your mind you really want it, even if you didnt earlier...

however the universe doesnt work like that... at least not for me... so this awesome person does have cake but no matter how much it seemed like this cake is for you from this person, its not. its for someone else... someone you didnt know this person even knew...

yeah,

forgive me if that was hard to follow... but just know that this situation is real sucky and I dont wish anyone to be in this situation

yeah I said it, has been

well well well

christmas time

love it

I did all my christmas shopping done in one day... the last saturday before christmas... suicide mission I know... but I did it and survived... my bank account didn't however... i am accepting donations...

I decided that my new life goal is to be nicki minaj... shes pretty damn cool

I missed toronto! I love it here its so fun and big and crazy

I saw the junior canadian team play against sweden last night... SO MUCH FUN! hockey games are so much more rad in person it was so exciting and we obviously won... it was 3-1 which I was happy with...

merry christmas everyone!

I'ma need to see your fucking hands in the concert

so my friend told me about this website called stumbleupon.com and it is honestly the best thing on the internet I am not going to say anything more about it because you have to visit it yourself... its my new addiction...

Take a break from stumbling aimlessly.

Suggested alternative activities:

• Go for a walk
• Make a cup of tea
• Phone an old friend
• Visit somebody without calling ahead
• Sunbathe/stargaze
• Cook something you've never cooked before
• Take a good book to the park
• Photograph the sights in your own city
• Go to sleep
• Swim in natural water
• Attempt a crossword puzzle
• Build a fort out of furniture and bedding
• Bake a cake
• Plan an epic travel adventure
• Write a song/poem/story
• Make a list of 100 things to do by next year
• Listen to HERETICS

everybody tries to put some love on the line

here is a short list of things I enjoy

road trips

canada

canadians

waterfalls

beer

suites

my landlord

pineapple express

ropes

marshall

ferris wheels

tourists

being a tourist

is to know me all wrong, they warn

my dad always listens to his music really quietly and gets mad whenever I turn it up he is unimpressed and turns it back down... and he asks me why I have to listen to my music so loud?

my roommate serra and I often go for drives at night and we always blast our music and its great... but why?

I was thinking about it... and I got really deep hahah

I just like the way that music can completely envelop you, thats why I listen to it loudly because when you cant hear whats going on around you, nothing else matters its just you in that moment

I just need a beat and a strangers words to make me happy... and perhaps someone to share that experience with

if only life was as simple as music

tryin' to work it out tr-tr-tryin' to work it out

Im homesick

and lonely

I need to go home

... even if it is just for an hour... I feel like I need to reconnect with the city... my boredom of waterloo is coming prematurely this year and I need to get out of here...

I might be going away somewhere hot before christmas... but as per ushe, things arent going the way I want them to... I really hope they do... I feel like I need this... just get away from life for a bit